mood: happySide StoriesAlone in the darknessI saw the meaning of your tearsThough I began stepping where I desired to be,I cannot harm anyone… The wind crossing through the sea doesn’t wander today,Heading directly to tomorrowWhy don’t my mind start moving? What fate might be awaiting me?I don’t want to regret having been bornIn the sadness…
Date Archives
January 2008
Struggle
mood: fcuked upStruggleThose days that I thought was overHas happened again nowWhile I was trying real hard to socializeI wonder why those people kept having the wrong impressions That time when I was youngLonely I was and I can’t have any friendsEverything I did was wrong to their eyesAnd I bottled up everything inside me…
Appreciation
mood: heartbreaks one more timeAppreciationIt happens againThe voice couldn’t come outI could only see her,Slouching and covering her face My heartbeat skipped for a momentI breathe as deeply as i couldSilence were thereAnd the wind whispers to me Why am I trying so hard even when I know I’m not appreciated? My vision are seperated…
School Days
mood: tiredSchool DaysWhen I was young,Those past friends I madeDitched me with a whole lot of waysAnd I just kept it to myself Leaving that place with full of memoriesMy tear dropped just like those daysWhy did I even start all those meaningless fightsWithout hesitation, I runaway again Reached my second destinationI tried again to…
Split Personality
mood: happy now that my tears is overflowing?Half-edSplitted half when I first existedI didn’t notice it Ever since that tragedy happenedMy other side kept taking me over Misery had once again striked my other halfBut he always bottles up everythingAnd he always didn’t have any confidence leftAlways, he had been reaching for my helpThe lost…
Lukman & Aishah
mood: i feel sucksPicturesToday is just another dayof my life too short to liveI should have somekind of meaninga destiny to believe inbefore I go to sleep I find some pictures of a timeWhen everything was still so fineAlthough the years have passed byI will give it all I have inside,Everything! I’m away,Lost in my…
Stronger than Before
mood: stronger than before!Distant MelodyI could casually hear your melodyI wonder why I’m always, always remembering it? When I hum to myself,Thinking about youInside of my scraped heart,I feel satisfied This unscientific wonderful feeling must be magicLet’s walk on, just like this With our voices in unison,Let’s imagine tomorrowEven though I can’t see it,I’m not…
Liar and be Lied
mood: fucked up this post doesn’t have any dedications cause i’m just too fucked up already.but now i know they only have four pointers of my mistakes.which is1,2 and three are the same reasons: i lied to them.okay so here goespoint 1: they said i made an attitude towards them when meeting thempoint 2: they…
Second Day of School at ITE
mood: tired and kept thinking of herCriminal HeartSay if the morning doesn’t comeAnd I’m swallowed in the darkness of eternity like this,In this kind of world’s last momentsI wonder what kind of words I’ll spew out? The stars disappeared in the speckled skyfloating away, the countless pastAfter the sacrifice, the destroyed heartspells out a SCENARIO…
Anxious
mood: those emotions came back.LaughtersWhile singing this songI’m always there near youThe shy feelingsWhy can’t we be happy? Suddenly we look at each otherInstantly we burst into laughsYou and IWas like a kitty playing in a sunny place If I follow bit by bit the wordsOf a song now forgottenThe lost words came to focus…